Ya this world is rotten and it needs to be cleansed Me and all my boys we're all crackheads I stay up late at night wishing you were dead Ya this life is boring and you suck at it Nothing is forever even starts die But just one percent of my true from surpasses your whole life Bitch I'm getting high at work turn up to infinity God tier soundcloud rapper this shit wasn't planned originally Like you as a person but we just see things differently Maybe I'll start killing you cuz you killed the real me My friends like my statuses Gabby you're the baddest bitch Trippin on the low Withe windex weed and acid strips I was tryna get it on my own for a long time Ya dark thoughts in my mind I had some fun You did too That's all you are to me Is something to do So don't take it to heart when I don't call Don't fall for a shadow I fade when the sun's out I'll go please don't shout Everything leaves so just hold the memories of A past version of me Ya this world is rotten and it needs to be cleansed Me and all my boys we're all crackheads I stay up late at night wishing you were dead Ya this life is boring and you suck at it Nothing is forever even starts die In the unspoken moments the answers lie Soon I'll be gone Slowly just fade away It's never enough I'm sick of giving a fuck I don't give a fuck bout shit really I mean really true Walk around a crowded city no one here will notice you Fuck that human contact shit lock myself up in my room All I see is stars and my mind creates a universe I was planning to discard you from the start Please don't take it personal You will never understand what it is that I want From this world it's so hard to be alone But together it could never work cuz you're all fucking crazy Don't fall don't fall (for a shadow) we'll be parting ways We'll be parting ways We will be fading soon Ya this world is rotten and it needs to be cleansed Me and all my boys we're all crackheads I stay up late at night wishing you were dead Ya this life is boring and you suck at it Nothing is forever even starts die In the unspoken moments the answers lie Don't fall don't fall Don't fall for a shadow Don't fall don't fall Don't fall for a shadow We'll be parting ways We'll be parting ways

Fuck around with me you gon end up on a watchlist I dun fell in love in the middle of the moshpit We wouldn't have to do this shit if we had other options Haunted by my demons I developed a god complex If you wanna meet up we can meet up in the darkness It was getting bigger there was no way I could stop it Inside there's a monster devouring my conscious Burning through all my emotions Like a falling comet Burning through savings on something to take I keep a blade in the back to feel safe Flipping the pack so I'm moving through weight Maintain my distance from all of the snakes Out of the darkness a demon escaped It lodged itself deep inside and it moves me I feel compelled to show everyone else Just how I felt lonely Pull the trigger aim it at my brain We can't connect Get that happy shit out my face If you wanna meet up we can meet up in the darkness We can dance the night away together at the moshpit I just fell in love found love at a concert Nothing lasts forever but I'll make you a promise Stay with me and we'll do terrible things We could be two little monsters This nightmare will turn into a dream And we are two little monsters I grew this creature inside fed him with heartache Now he hungers for something more And I can no longer provide The pain he hungers for My skin shudders as the creature inside lurks he pulls My face into a smirk A puppet with charm A succubus of string The monster won't stop till it consumes everything Oh consumers everything I wanted to wait until everything was perfect Show you what I really am Underneath the surface I wanted to consume you I just didn't know how to word it If it meant not being alone I became a selfish person Love stopped being theatrical the show was suddenly over We pulled back the curtain there were devils on our shoulders Discarded my humanity and painted an endearing shell Dance with me in fire and we'll party in a deeper hell Met with a darkness and everything changed I tell this bitch get the fuck out my face Living a life that I need to escape It doesn't matter if you can relate You can't save me faced with all this chaos you can't save yourself You sucked me into your emptiness now we're both stuck in hell Confess to both your sacred love and greatest sin Tell me what you wanna say Pushing everyone away Chasing fantasy If you wanna meet up we can meet up in the darkness We can dance the night away together at the moshpit I just fell in love found love at a concert Nothing lasts forever but I'll make you a promise Stay with me and we'll do terrible things We could be two little monsters This nightmare will turn into a dream And we are two little monsters I grew this creature inside fed him with heartache Now he hungers for something more And I can no longer provide The pain he hungers for My skin shudders as the creature inside lurks he pulls My face into a smirk A puppet with charm A succubus of string The monster won't stop till it consumes everything Dark paths unfold in this timeline Beaten skin turns colors prettier than purity Three seconds of this torment feels like eternity Three sides to my story unholy trinity I'd leave this place but for darkness I have affinity Holes left that pills can't plug Xanax just wasn't enough of a drug I stayed up at night wishing I was dead Because I knew that the monster would come crawling back into my head The simple things fill me with dread My sanity left hanging by a thread I'll pass this monster on to you Monster on to you Monster on to you Pass it around till no one is left

Global warming and a city so cold I was just a boy you played games with on the phone Met up in the moonlight danced beneath it's glow We should dance together so I pulled you in close The lights they hide our weakness The night it keeps our secrets Our minds devise a thesis Put two hearts together and an arrow just to pierce it The monster inside me gets larger larger The darkness around me gets darker darker Grabbing for objects that are sharper sharper Love is just another game that I want to conquer City so cold So keep me close I'll keep these feelings quiet if you feed my ego Keep this monster inside tame Playing a social game Half of this is fake don't take me serious I know it's fucked I won't try to explain myself Just try to keep up with this mess All our words are assassins Baring blades pointed at our chests Father told me cherish pity don't drive an angel from your door But I would taint an angel turn a lotus to a rose My desire is to love you in all my human form But the monster deep inside of me wants to consume us both The monster inside me gets larger larger The darkness around me gets darker darker Grabbing for objects that are sharper sharper Love is just another game that I want to conquer Everything is see through from our bodies to our minds Exposing all our secrets leaving consequence behind The words that we are speaking will tomorrow be a lie We don't care about tomorrow we just wanna feel alive I just wanna feel you close to me and never let you go Like a dream in a paradise losing all control Here we go baby take it slow don't worry bout the time We'll escape the darkness and engulf it in our fire May our hearts turn to pieces Blossom to completion The scars that you leave will burn into my soul Chemicals lead to feelings our thoughts search for meaning We won't let the petals fall set fire to the rose May our hearts turn to pieces Blossom to completion The scars that you leave will burn into my soul Chemicals lead to feelings our thoughts search for meaning We won't let the petals fall set fire to the rose May our hearts turn to pieces Blossom to completion The scars that you leave will burn into my soul Chemicals lead to feelings our thoughts search for meaning We won't let the petals fall set fire to the rose

Drain the bottle I'm down for another one Killing ourself slowly is my idea of fun I just want someone to suffer with me drown together And make each other bleed I look into your eyes but I can't see There's this void that's been surrounding me This is just a ploy projecting from inside of me A fake love on to you I wanna feel something It's ok you're not in love with me Just the idea of me Don't worry about Leaving or staying I'm never anywhere I'll let you have your space Nothing in reality will make you wanna stay There's a wilting flower under every bouquet I want you to fuck me and then stay the fuck away Pick a point in the past and go to it Any one you like The mind is such an endless tome of treasures deep inside Everyone deserves a chapter Every person in my life I scroll through the pages When I'm all alone can't sleep at night Can't sleep at night Browsing through the sections Caught up in details of what it would be like I give everyone my full attention Every lover deserves their own novel and timeline God is always laughing Had a dream so embarrassing I could never tell it Next time I'll dream of you I swear I'll do anything to have you dream of me too It's ok you're not in love with me Just the idea of me Don't worry about Leaving or staying I'm never anywhere I'll let you have your space Nothing in reality will make you wanna stay There's a dying flower inside every bouquet I just wanna fuck you and then throw you away Pick a point in the past and go to it Remember you can't alter it Deleting photos messages We'll get back together again Reality is choking me Nothing ever changes I had opportunities I threw them all away I have memories that will never come true I created memories of you I have fantasies of things I'd like to do And I'll burn them in the story of you and I

Fuck the population fuck that noise and fuck that basic shit Wake up in the darkest timeline No one here wants to exist Long ago I made up my mind Counted stars and made a wish Give me just one more chance and I would do everything right this time Tick tock I am changing Free from my hedonistic drive No longer stuck in endless stasis No one close to me will die All these darkest thoughts are dangerous You're the one I give my life to And I split these paths and follow each one through Two lives two lives One for the day and then one for the night One for my bae and then one for my drive One for the bed and then one for the skies Part of me wants to just be with you peaceful forever And part of me just wants the darkest path Pick a choice and never get it back Get a second chance and do the same shit Shoot for the stars Don't fuck it up cuz we're dreaming this together Paradise wasn't far We landed here on an error error Normal people normal lives Normal to be fucked up Next time will be better better Every day I wake up wanna go somewhere but don't know where to go Don't wanna be stuck in here forever Forever on a cloud Kiss me with your mask on Crying in the dance club A vexing execution can excite the most resentful Passionate fuckboy who lies but thinks it's all true I have no feelings for you just toxic dependence Spend an hour here then it's time for a different place Time for a different place Pop a bottle cop an eighth Boredom on a saturday I can't be alone but from people I need to escape It's normal to be fucked up Normal people normal lives We all feel the same way Same shit different strategy Between me and happiness is only this reality Only this reality Only this reality Nothing is fun but I want you to love me still Nothing is fun but I want you to love me still I want you to kill me if you can we'll play a game together The rooftop is a place where cool kids go to feel better Ya I bet your past self would be surprised to see you now Hint hint the future we already know Shoot for the stars Don't fuck it up cuz we're dreaming this together Paradise wasn't far We landed here on an error error Normal people normal lives Normal to be fucked up Normal people normal lives Normal to be fucked up Don't wanna be stuck in here forever Forever on a cloud Don't wanna be stuck in here forever Forever on a cloud Don't wanna be stuck in here forever Shoot for the stars Don't fuck it up cuz we're dreaming this together Paradise wasn't far We landed here on an error error Normal people normal lives Normal to be fucked up Next time will be better better Every day I wake up wanna go somewhere but don't know where to go Don't wanna be stuck in here forever Forever on a cloud

I've been taking these hard pills down Dry and alone Watching .mov edits till 5 am On my phone Sitting in boxers starring at the wall Wondering if there's a point to it Hotter showers just to feel something scalding Like these thoughts running through my mind I've always been wondering who was right and who was wrong was it me or this world Wake up in the morning with a paper on my tongue And the fabric starts to swirl These nights are just like human lives They are just too short We made different choices but We've been here before Thinking back to train rides from when I was four years old If I wandered off that time would I still be alone I can't do shit in this state So get me out of it Our lives might improve in the future But now it's too late Hold me hold me Let these thoughts run through my mind Now it's too late Hold me hold me Let these thoughts run through my mind Now it's too late I swear I'll survive this even though I am surrounded because I have no options left If you kill every single thing in this world then The only thing left to kill is yourself Come close and let your thoughts intertwine with my mind We've been doing this alone But we don't have to Let's go mad together you and me in my room Tell me all your secrets and your feelings and I'll laugh at you I'm on the line I'm on one rather Out of a few I see what lies ahead Patience mixed with pressure Swinging out of center Crumbled up pages they were never good enough Hold me hold me Let these thoughts run through my mind They were never good enough Hold me hold me Let these thoughts run through my mind No it's never good enough I can't do shit in this state So get me out of it Our lives might improve in the future But now it's too late Hold me hold me Let these thoughts run through my mind Now it's too late Hold me hold me Let these thoughts run through my mind Now it's too late Let these thoughts run through your mind and Just let it happen Just let it happen Before it's too late No matter what happens we can never change Let these thoughts run through your mind and Just let it happen Just let it happen Before it's too late Let these thoughts run through your mind and Just let it happen Just let it happen Before it's too late They were never good enough No it's never good enough They were never good enough No it's never good enough

Imagination it comes with a price Create a world and bring it to life Suddenly sugar just doesn't taste right Suddenly monsters surround you at night Suddenly feelings don't matter Pleasure a distraction A waste of time Suddenly smiles are a tool for coercion You cannot trust a single person Suddenly drugs are our only escape Look for our past nothing remains My other half they'll take her away Write in the same another name You can just gaze into ceiling through ceiling through ceiling through ceiling until they all fall on you Going through feeling through feeling through feeling through feeling until they're all numb to you Nobody wants to die All we want is acknowledgement A pyramid in the sky We're at the bottom of it No one understands me No one ever rocked with me I just want the whole world To know what it's like for me No one understands me No one ever rocked with me I just want the whole world To know what it's like for me Do you really understand Switching roles with god Do you really understand You'll know soon enough All of you just dance around me Playing wild games with my mind I made exceptions a couple of times Look what the fuck that shit's done to my life Look for a middle ground to draw the line Don't give a fuck if you hate me this time Consider worst case scenarios Devise a strategy run it a hundred times Run it up run it up run it up It will not happen but it just might I wanna see where our passions align Speak about benefits you can provide I never needed you I just needed silence You need another to help you survive I was promised a lot of things most of it lies The cycle continues with you on the other side We've come the very monsters that we've invited No one wants a boring life We all wanted a part of this A turning point will arrive We're all the cause of it I've been keeping these thoughts away Don't dwell on it no no don't dwell on it And every moment that passes our way Our desires and regrets remain No one understands me No one ever rocked with me I just want the whole world To know what it's like for me No one understands me No one ever rocked with me I just want the whole world To know what it's like for me Do you really understand Switching roles with god Do you really understand You'll know soon enough Nobody wants to die All we want is acknowledgement A pyramid in the sky We're at the bottom of it I don't think they understand I just want the whole world To know what it's like for me